Sunday, February 20, 2005
well... created a new blog to continue to spoon out all my thoughts...
ebloggy decided to play out on me... haha, something happened to the host. *shrugs*
went for the ntu talk today. a worthed well trip. realised that engineering isnt as bad as i thought. engineers seem to be still as important though civil engineers are no longer tt needed. haha~ material engineering looks fun too. i surely dont have interactive & innovative thinking. but im sure i can slowly cultivate those "wonderful" qualities if i get into material engineering. lolz~
accountancy. still as attractive to me. though my auditor job in BSL is slowly decaying this life-long dream, i will still give it a shot at accountancy IF i score well in A level's.
went for the talk wif shah and mun, very interesting. cause told mun tt aishah and veejay broke up. didnt expect such a strong reaction from her. guess she must be spreading it around now. all the best to veejay. haha~
felt really depressed when they started to talk about A level's. have been dreaming about A level's. cant remember wat i dream about. only can remember short excerpts from my nightmares.
omg, my A level's results are bound to be really.... disastrous.
really hope those nightmares wont be true.
if not, i might end my life...
i would rather die then to be like my sister
felt like crying when i reached the MRT station.
guess the accumulated memories at the MRT station really made me emotional
tried to withhold the aching feeling
but guess my heart just cant stop the pain
haiz...
results...
i think i will make a trip down to the temple to pray
need some support to make through this period of time
i know alot of pple will be experiencing the same thing
but i think, im not coping as well as those average pple
*pray hard*
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